a place to just relax.... haaaiiiiiiiiiiiii... =p

2005-02-01T01:56:00.000+08:00

weezer - "Jamie"
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Jamie, what you doing now?
What you doing now girl?
Please, please tell me
Cos I need to know, I need to know now
When I was down, you came to me
And promised you'd always be
By my side, now you're gone
And I'm waiting patiently
Jamie, I want you to know
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Jamie, Jamie, I'm so glad you're mine
We'll be together a long time
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Jamie, what you doing now?
He's dialin' your car phone
Please, please be true
You know that I trust you, do that which you must do
When I was down, you came to me
And promised you'd always be
By my side, now you're gone
And I'm waiting patiently
Jamie, I want you to know
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Jamie, Jamie, I'm so glad you're mine
We'll be together a long time
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You've got the Beach Boys, and your firm's got the Stones
But I know you won't leave me alone
Sometimes it seems you're not with me
It hurts me so much, it hurts me so much
Sometimes it seems you're not with me
It hurts me so much, it hurts me so much
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You are the most, you're so rad, you're so fresh
And I'm so glad I am yours, you are mine
Show me where and I will sign
When I was down, you came to me
And promised you'd always be
By my side, now you're gone
And I'm waiting, waiting
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Jamie, Jamie, I'm so glad you're mine
We'll be together a long time
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Jamie, believe me, I won't let you down
Cos you are the best lawyer in town
Sometimes it seems you're not with me
It hurts me so much, it hurts me so much
Sometimes it seems you're not with me
It hurts me so much, it hurts me so much
I love you so much, I love you so much

2005-02-01T01:47:00.000+08:00

The Ataris

"The Last Song I Will Ever Write About a Girl"

Broken heart again today...

The flowers that I gave to you have withered all away.

Just when I opened up my heart

The one you used to love came and ripped it right apart.

Why do I never seem to learn?

That love is wrong and girls are f***king evil.

I guess I'll never figure out

What womankind is all about.

I heard your voice again today

I'm scarred by all the lies that were once promises you'd made.

I lie in bed awake at night

And wonder what went wrong or even more just what went right.

2005-01-03T13:33:00.000+08:00

Jesse McCartney

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"Beautiful Soul"

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[Chorus]

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase

You're the one I wanna hold

I wont let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

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I know that you are something special

To you I'd be always faithful

I want to be what you always needed

Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

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I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase

You're the one I wanna hold

I wont let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

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Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over

But i'm just fine moving forward

I'll ease your mind

If you give me the chance

I will never make you cry c'mon lets try

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I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase

You're the one I wanna hold

I wont let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

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Am I crazy for wanting you

Baby do you think you could want me too

I don't wanna waste your time

Do you see things the way I do I just wanna know if you feel it too

There is nothing left to hide

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I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase

You're the one I wanna hold

I wont let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

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Your beautiful soul, yeah

2005-01-03T13:00:00.000+08:00

RYAN CABRERA

"True"

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I wont talk

I wont breathe

I wont move till you finally see

That you belong with me

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You might think I dont look

But deep inside

In the corner of my mind

Im attached to you

Im weak

Its true

Cuz im afraid to know the answer

Do you want me too?

Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

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I've waited all my life

To cross this line

To the only thing thats true

So I will not hide

Its time to try

Anything to be with you

All my life I've waited

This is true

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You dont know what you do

Everytime you walk into the room

Im afraid to move

Im weak

Its true

Im just scared to know the ending Do you see me too?

Do you even know u met me?

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I've waited all my life to cross this line

To the only thing thats true

So I will not hide

Its time to try anything to be with you

All my life I've waited

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This is true

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I know when I go ill be on my way to you

The way thats true

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I've waited all my life to cross this line

To the only thing thats true

So I will not hide

Its time to try anything to be with you

All my life I've waited

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This is true

2004-11-16T08:51:00.000+08:00

christian song??? =) I was just trying it out and this is a song not poem

Jesus, My lord and saviour
I would always
Be by your side

Thru time of hardship
And feeling in despair

I would then kneel
And pray to your greatest name

Oh God my saviour
How I wish
That all would have known you earlier
Showing them the light of life
And the greatness.

I would always love you
For you are then the only one
Who died for me on the cross.

You are all I need
You are all I want
My heart opens and pours out to you.

wondering how not to use the word and... it kinda spoils things up arrr... anyone can help ???

2004-11-16T08:45:00.000+08:00

Me - crap ( a song not poem... yaaaa)

I dont wanna waste my time
Wondering why?
Whenever I wake up
I just feel
How i wish
I could go back
For another day
Just to spend time with you

It's just that
Everytime I see your face
And everytime you look my way
It feels all so real and perfect

But ever since you walked away,
You left my life in disarray.
I will be missing you
And if I would find you
You would be just that ghost/mirage.

I run
I hide
Trying to break free from this life
But it comes to real
That what I'm seeing
Is just so vague

2004-11-16T08:26:00.000+08:00

Should I Ever - By Me(kenneth?) =) no strings attatched (song not poem)

Today I've been a fool.
A great fool, I'm not sure why.
Why? I'm in this state.
Should I ever want to know,
How my life feels so empty without you.

Should I ever
Dream about you?
To think that you would have feelings for me
?Guess I am wrong
thinking just too much.
I would just be a friend waiting by your side.

Surely I would feel down but I just can't help it.
It has been a long time,
since I last dreamt of you
Should I ever think of all the past memories,
they are just so hurting now.
I should never think of it at all.

Now back to my studying table
dreaming was all i was doing,
but setting my mind straight
I know what i should do what i right now
Not to think should I ever.

2004-11-16T08:11:00.000+08:00

heyz... think i'm gonna open this blog again ya.. haah.. but to this new add ya ya yupppieee.... this time it would be nice.. i hope... tag-board new for a new start wahahah.. yuppie..hehe.. ya ya.. just read it hope u can comment.. haha.. good or bad also can.. cause it's ALL FOR ALL.. lolx

2004-10-06T02:41:00.000+08:00

(11:17:20) 05-10-2004

To all this would be my last blog entry for http://welcome-to-my-poetic-life.blogspot.com yupyup. After this, it will be closed. NO more of this crap will be written. However this is the last thang i'm gonna write.

::LEFT,SAD,BUT HAPPY::

Got it when you said
'You may not like what i'm gonna say'

Truth speaking I knew it was the end
and ya, in the end it was really it
The branch was being split into two pieces
feeling all so heart-broken
I did not shed a tear
but only a sharp object being thrust hard to my heart
I will not show my feelings in school too
or anywhere else.

However to the lucky person
In hand u've got such a great and special girl
Don't ever lose her
If you would, it means death awaiting for you.
Cherish her.

And to the person who has no originality (ME)
LOOK SKY HIGH
SEE THE PLANE
YOU ARE A TOTAL
'IN-LOVE SUCKER'

Dreams will all be forgotten
memories all turn rotten
So
Farewell to everything I once loved
and cared for

So now please oh please
leave me alone for a while
and perhaps lets all just be simple friends if it's alright.

2004-10-06T02:21:00.000+08:00

12:06:30

::Thank you::

Thank you
For the past joy

Thank you
For the past laughter

Thank you
For the things u've done
that meant lots to me

and lastly
Thank you for the experience that i truly appreciate

Thank you to that
AND TO YOU =)

2004-10-05T20:38:00.000+08:00

"You Had Me"

You had me
You lost me
You're wasted
You cost me
I don't want you here messing with my mind

Spitting in my eyes and I still see
Tried to keep me down
I'm breaking free
I don't want no part in your next fix
Someone needs to tell you this is it

Hey listen you'll be missin'
Out on all my love and my kissing
Make your mistakes on your own time
When you come down you're just no good to have around
Instead of making money you took mine

[Chorus]

You had me
You lost me
You're wasted
You cost me
I don't want you here messing with my mind
I've realized in time that my eyes are not blind
I've seen it before
I'm taking back my life

You tried to trade on my naivete
But the things you do and say embarrass me
See once upon a time I was your fool
But the one I leave behind is you

Hey listen you'll be missin'
Out on all my love and my kissing
Make your mistakes on your own time
When you come down you're just no good to have around
Instead of making money you took mine

[Chorus]

Vodka and a packet of cigarettes
That's all it used to be but now
You're sniffing on snow when you're feeling low
Suffocating dreams that could have been
Maybe for a minute I was down with that
But it didn't take long for me to see the light
You swore you had control of it
But when I stepped back you slipped on your supply

[Chorus]

Taking it back I'm taking it back
Taking back my life
Taking it back I'm taking it back
Taking back my life
Ain't nobody got no business stressing all the time
Taking it back I'm taking it back
Taking back my life

2004-10-04T17:59:00.000+08:00

::moving on::

A year and some months gone by
I still feel the same
However farewell to everthing I had

For I'm moving on
Farewell to everyone i loved
everyone i cared for

Moving on, could do me better
And I'm feeling strong
I know I'll do better things in the future

So now with my mouth closed, I SHUT UP!!!

2004-10-04T17:52:00.000+08:00

::truth and stuff::

Knowing you've got no feelings for me
I still avoid the truth

I did swallow it before
but I just threw it up after sometime
unable to take it

but I've thought for it for a long time
that I've to move on
I will thus accept it
but it is only after I've taken a picture with you

only then, will I die down
and just be a normal friend towards you

whether you're in troubled times, I will still be here available
whether you're down I'll lend you my shoulder for comfort

anyway I hope You would read this

2004-10-04T17:46:00.000+08:00

:No title:

no one knows the truth - the things you have said and done
but it seems just a few days and i'm missing u already
i never know how easy you could steal my heart
I know i can't do anything properly
Unlike him, drums and guitar
Maybe i'm just an "in-love sucker"

so i write you more letters, but can't make up the words
cause none describe the way that i feel about you
so i write stuff/poems instead and hope to show the way i feel inside.
the way i feel about you

2004-10-04T17:41:00.000+08:00

::floating::

you stole my heart
and now i'm all alone
dreams are all forgotten
memories all turned rotten

so wassup girl?
I bet in the bottom of my heart you're the best, girl that i have ever met
i never wanna lose you

and i can't bear to let you walk away
So
Please hold on
you know - no one will love you like i do!!
and that's the thing - do you know it??

2004-10-04T17:36:00.000+08:00

::changes::

times changed when you left without a word
forgetting the sound of your voice
makes it sucky(ier)
I miss u so badly
that tears roll down almost every night
and i can add that
shopping is never a bore
cause I'd just save up all my money$$$ to
spend on things you adore=)

2004-10-04T17:31:00.000+08:00

heart-breaker

My hearts breaking and my arms are shaking thanks to you
My hearts falls down making no sound
My hearts taken and my body braking thanks to you
And i'm missing you
I'm the only person thinking of you now
For i'm stuck on you
Cause u're on my mind, I can't let you go.

2004-10-01T17:43:00.000+08:00

Truth

To tell you the truth
I feel so scared.
but when telling it all to you
you chuck me aside.

and sometimes saying that you are alright
but in reality u're faking me

i told u courteously
but when i see your expression
you just seem so different

i really dont know what to do
it seems out of my reach

have i offended you in anyway?
i do hope not,
do give me a reply
or my mind will hallucinate
it has been troubling me for a long time

2004-09-30T17:38:00.000+08:00

Last Day

Today is the last day of the month
let bygones be bygones
and start afresh

The marks that we get
are good and shitty though
but face it this is not the real stuff

be prepared the next round
with jam packed knowledge and wisdom

face the examination in november
but dont freak out then
just be your cool self

2004-09-29T17:45:00.000+08:00

Time

Swallows travel to and fro
and the great winds come and go
and the steady breezes blow,
bearing your perfume, bearing my love
Breeze hasten, swallows fly
You and I
see the sunrise shine above us

2004-09-29T17:42:00.000+08:00

Dreams

I yearn for you
to touch you close
then stay away.

I kiss your cheek
Catch your soul's warmth.

I pluck the rose
and love it more than tongue can speak
and soon the thought goes away

2004-09-29T17:40:00.000+08:00

the cycle

here love ends,
Despair, ambition ends
All pleasure and all trouble
although most sweet or bitter
here ends in sleep that is sweeter
than all are most noble

2004-09-29T17:20:00.000+08:00

love has no ending

Love has no ending
I'll love you, LORD, I'll love you
Till Singapore and the Artic meet
And the river jumps over mountains

I'll love you till the ocean
is folded and hung to dry
For in my arms I hold
You as my first love of the world

2004-09-28T16:54:00.000+08:00

Simple Plan

"Welcome To My Life"

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
but no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and their stupid lies
Well deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like [x2]

Welcome to my life [x3]

2004-09-28T16:45:00.000+08:00

blah blah blah

Girl,
it's been a long time
coming,
and i can't stop now

do you hear my heart beating
can you hear that sound
cos
I can't stop crying
I can't stop thinking of you
I can't stop looking at you and grinning

trying hard to stop
but the urge is just too great...

2004-09-28T16:39:00.000+08:00

this is a little something dont't think it is a poem haha plain writing

Wide open

opening up my eyes
it's flooded with daylight
another sleepless night turns colour
black and white
with all little things i've said
there is no regrets

now time to close my eyes
to forget about this mess

but how can i forget
to all the things i've done

but i hope u're satisfied,
leaving me all so heart-broken

sitting here knuckles tight
you still mean so much to me
and i'll never let go
with my love for you is there

Who will stop me NOW

2004-09-28T16:22:00.000+08:00

TIME

In and hour's time
the sunlight's gonna fade
and you will be gone
just like the wind
so long
so long
for it's been a long time
but i'll have to part with you

2004-09-28T16:07:00.000+08:00

Fading

Time Passes fast
by the time it has passed
my head should have pus

sad to say my feelings have gone berserk
and at the verge of losing all of u
to the wind

i will now go on a solitary life
ALL dull and sad
and down to the bar
like a thousand other times
with an appetite for poison

and a suitcase full of coins
i wait by the payphone
making prank calls
to bring my life up to date

2004-09-27T15:41:00.000+08:00

"POISON"

to know that one look of you could kill
and so i wanna love but i better not touch
i wanna hold you but my senses tell me to stop
i wanna kiss you but i wanted too much

thru all this the poison runs thru my veins
and it doesn't end

i try to forget all
i wanna try to get it all over me
please let it be
and perhaps leave me slowly

2004-09-27T15:21:00.000+08:00

Strayed

feeling so left out
i confine myself to the room
playing with the racket
i use it as my air guitar
strumming to a little tune

thinking it is nice
i scream and shout
venting all my anger
chairs and tables slammed onto
the wall.. i feel angry
but hate and anger has to be done with

2004-09-24T17:11:00.000+08:00

To love Or not to love

To Love or not to love a girl
When it she is so fine
A girl With her intensive level of
attitude
and childishness

To Friend her would be great
but to know her better would be best
and lastly to be with her would be super duper

to me finding true love would be
in a living maze
you wont find the end
even if you get lost
you wont find where to begin too
for what you are looking for
is too much in complication

2004-09-24T17:06:00.000+08:00

Zodiac sign - Cancer

You like: Spending time at home, family get togethers, making pizza with mates and listening to soothing music.

You dislike: Violent movies, people who shout at u and being let down by those u love.You're

best at: Making people feel good about themselves, listening to their problems and being a trustworthy, loyal mate.

Deep down: U want peace more than! anything. Home life is important to u and if there's domestic squabbling, u become deeply depressed.

Your career: Become a musician, journalist, interior decorator or chef.

Fashion: Cancerians tend to have simple tastes: loose-fitting clothes in natural fabrics and dark colours. You prefer unfussy outfits, but that doesn't mean you don't like to glam it up when you're in the right mood.

As a mate: U are a gentle person who may be quite possessive of ur friends. If someone lets u down, u may brood in ur room for days. But when u feel safe 'n' secure, ur generous personality takes over and mates get spoilt rotten.

As a girlfriend: U are sensitive and moody, so u like lots of cuddles and kisses to keep balanced 'n' chirpy. Quite secretive, u are shy to reveal urfeelings at first but warm up once ur boyf gets to know u better.

If your boyf's a Cancer: Tread carefully, girl. He's got an ultra-so! ft heart that breaks easily. Not one for wild flings, he enjoys spe nding time alone with u 'n' may even be a bit clingy when u wanna go off on ur own for a bit.

2004-09-24T16:28:00.000+08:00

All Scared and Hurt

To fret when i see you
To fret when i talk to you
Thoughts of You have been all so real
yet i just want to hold you tight in person
But you're still so far away

To come close to you
You run away
To show my love for you
you stand up on me

However I feared the worse
which was then true
you broke my heart dearly
and now it is shattered to pieces

hard to say
it is hard to gather the pieces
beads of tears start to roll down on my cheeks

2004-09-24T16:27:00.000+08:00

YOUR THE ONE

You are one true person
And the day has finally come

You are the one Person
that i truely want to meet

You are the One
that can change the face of the earth
a person who i call GOD

every people knows
that YOU'RE my ONE TRUE SAVIOR
I give you my all
most of all you are the one i really need

JESUS CHRIST, I give you my all
all for you with no doubt